Like the last post, this post isn’t about spirituality, but
it is about non materiality again. In my own mind, I am very clear about the
difference between the parapsychological (e.g. the paranormal) and the
spiritual. The Kabbalistic ‘map’ of reality makes it quite clear that the
parapsychological and the spiritual emanate from different worlds within
existence.
Furthermore spiritual teachers have always warned seekers in
pursuit of God not to get side tracked by paranormal phenomena from the
psychological world. However, I am returning to the ‘psychic’ in this post
because, firstly, it concerns the non- material world (as does the spiritual)
and, secondly, the last post generated produced a spike in the number of visits to the blog..
So I thought I would record a couple of interesting
experiences I had some decades back when I attended a weekend course in
exploring one’s own psychic abilities run by the College for Psychic Studies in
Kensington, London.
The first experience I’m going to re-tell took place half
way through the morning of the first day. Half of us sat in a circle, facing
outwards, and the other half stood behind us, moving from person to person, attempting
to sense the boundary of each of the sitters’ astral bodies. I don’t know
whether, in Kabbalistic terms, this would be the etheric body, which is the energetic
counterpart of the physical body, or a person’s psychological presence (or
maybe even something else.) One would feel for the presence of this astral body
by starting with one’s hands wide either side of the sitter’s head and then
bringing one’s hands slowly until they met some very slight resistance.
On some people this boundary was very clear (though I wouldn’t
like to hazard a guess as to what was actually being felt.) However, what really struck me was the way
that the people standing behind me seem to affect my mood and emotions as they carried out the exercise trying to feel for my own astral body. With most
people I felt this only faintly, but with one person I was able to tell when he
had come into contact with whatever energy body was there, and furthermore, as
he did so, my mood elevated considerably. I suddenly felt light, happy and full
of energy. It was extremely marked.
I surreptitiously stole a glance at him as he moved on to
the next person, and there was nothing about him to look at that might suggest
somebody out of the ordinary. He told me later that he had not felt any
particular emotion when we were partnered. I honestly can’t remember what
happened when our positions were reversed, but from that day onwards I did
become much more aware that there were some people who can lift your spirits
just by standing close to you and others (there are rather more of these) who
can completely drain you, emotionally. When feeling psychologically delicate,
it became important to seek out the former and avoid the latter!
The next experience I want to relate is decidedly stranger. It
was the last exercise of the course. Out of view of the rest of the group we each
went into a room and placed an object which had been on our person (apart from
large objects of clothing!) in a large velvet bag. Then that bag was brought
back into the main room, and each of us drew an object out of it. We wouldn’t
know who that object belonged to, but we had to hold it, to see if it would ‘tell’
us something about its owner. All we had to do was observe the object and hold
it in our attention.
Almost immediately the thought popped into my mind that
something ‘behind’ me was of significance. I mentally asked ‘in the next room?’,
but then my attention seemed to be taken back further behind me. Shepherd’s
Bush? Notting Hill? No, further west. Swindon? Bath? Cornwall? No, still didn’t
feel right. The Atlantic? New York? No. California? Bingo! It felt like the
mental equivalent of potting a billiard ball.
There was something of significance in California to the owner of this
pen. It turned out that the owner of the pen was leaving that very evening to
go to California, to stay with his spiritual guru.
About half the people in the group obtained similar results,
and this was after only one weekend.
I haven’t particularly pursued this sort of training because
I want to put any time available into spiritual rather than psychic pursuits. Furthermore
I think you have to be psychologically extremely healthy to continue down that route,
and at the time I definitely wasn’t, and knew it. However, in our modern
society I think some sort of balance could be regained if such ‘sensitivity
training’ could be extended to many more appropriate people.
Interestingly, another psychic experience came out of this
group which taught me quite a bit about not getting involved in what might be
the sewers of the psychological world unless you absolutely have to. I will
write about this in my next post. It is an area where the spiritual and the
psychic are constantly confused. Again, in our society’s tendency to officially
ignore the non- material, the ignorance in this area has been responsible for a lot of
unnecessary suffering.
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